Stop Listening to Others and Listen to Yourself

Hello Everyone!

Sometimes people expect more of me for example my parents. I don't know but i feel that when you start turning 19 people expect more of you than what you can offer. Its unhealthy when grownups around you try to force you do something that you don't want to do. Its bad having to go through life doing something that you really don't like when on the outside you have to force a smile in order to please others.

So my new belief is Stop Pleasing Others and start living your own dreams! Because if you start listening and obeying to others later on you're going to regret it for the rest of your life.

The reason i decided to write this is because I have had times in my teen years and still do when my mom and step-dad do not agree and support my desicion on being an actress and its been hard for me to convince my parents that what i want to do is right. They think that acting for me is just not right for me because they have this belief that to be an actress you have to be takative, good- looking. But what they do not know is that I really want to be an actress because ever since I was fifteen years old i started to get an interest in that career, I do not want to be an actress to be famous and get the glamour treatment that Hollywood has to offer to all celebrities, and when i read about Lindsay Lohan getting in trouble with the law i feel sorry for her because Hollywood ruined her image and her self-worth. Of course it was also her fault because she's had many chances to improve and to change but it just seems that she doesn't care. I do not want to be like Lindsey Lohan whoonce used to be a successful actress and then ruins it with drinking, stealing, and partying to much. I want to be myself, I wan to portray other characters and live my dream. That is why i love to read books because that is the way that i can be a character and understand how they feel. Acting is about emotions and feelings.

Ulrik Munther's song "Life" is about living everyday to its fullest everyday, taking chances, and doing what you always dreamed of doing.