There have been times in my life when I have felt lonely, especially in high school. My Freshmen year was not a great one because I was a really shy girl which made it extra hard for me to find new friends and meet new people my own age. I was soo self-concious about myself that everytime I had to talk to someone or talk in front of a class during a presentation was not my type of thing. I am not like my younger sister Natalia who is a Sophomore now. She made friends faster because she is not that shy as how I was back in high school. I still made friends but it took alot of time for me to have guts to go up to someone and just say "Hi! How you've been?" I finnally got the guts to meet this really shy girl in my Sophomore year (she was a Freshmen) her name is Cynthia Sanchez, i wish i had a picture so you guys can see how she is, she's still alive but now she is attending university. Well the first time i met her she was just a really shy but a really intelligent girl. But she was also a very lonely girl, but that is not why i became her friend; the reason i became her friend was because i felt that many students around her were making fun of her behind her back. I felt really sad for her so much that i just decided to be her friend. Being her friend i learned that we both have a love for reading Harry Potter books and other novels:) we were both shy girls who secretly had crushes, her's was this boy named Troy, mine was this boy that I had met in eighth grade named Joseph but that i never had the guts to tell him that i had a crush on him because i was too afraid of what he would say or think if i told him. The only difference was that she was more studius and serious than me, me i loved to have fun and to laugh, and have a good time. That is what i tought her, to not be so serious in life and to take time to have fun in life also.
Now that we don't see each other anymore as how we used to, there are times now once again that I miss her and that the feeling of loneliness seeps in me once more. The are times when I believe that friendships don't always last a lifetime like they do in movies or tv shows, wish they could in real life but that rarely happens when you have a friend for your whole life.
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